Just Breathe

My blog isn't always funny, cheery or anything that would ever make any reader ever come back to it. BUT IT'S MY BLOG, so sometimes I have to throw some crap up in the mix that means nothing to anybody but myself... cuz that's why I have a blog right?


The word family to me is a BIG, FAT JOKE! I'm not talking about my precious, beautiful family that I have here ~ my husband, my son, my daughter... I'm talking basically about the other family... the extended family.


I'm not fortunate enough to have a good, close, loving family. That just doesn't exist for us. We have the occasional callers, the people who use you because they need something and then the people who FU&$ you right up the ass. Yeah, if you can't tell I'm pretty pissed off. Dreams are shattered, stress is bellowing and I have to figure out how to make things right.


If I am absent from my blog for a while, just know that I'm working on things. If I'm not tweeting, I'm working on things.


I will be okay. I just need to remember that my husband and my kids are the ONLY thing in this entire world that matters. It's unfortunate when life that's going so well suddenly throws a tornado at you... a tornado that flips everything out of control.


Just breathe, Amanda, just breathe.