He's a keeper

There are so many times where I'm frustrated with my husband. Sometimes he really can make me madder than I've ever been, and lately with my hormonal problem I've said some pretty horrible things to him. There's so many little things that he does that sometimes just really get under my skin. Marriage can be so darn difficult.

My car's battery went dead yesterday and he's been doing so much to get this car going again. Unfortunately it's not just a simple jump. It's frustrating the crap out of me too, because my car's not that old.

As I was watching him out there my heart was filled with love. I love him. He does so many things for me, and not many husbands do things for their wives. I have a lot of people I talk to that complain about their husbands and how lazy they are. I do the same sometimes. I complain about Gino, but usually to Gino. I try to not complain about my husband to other people. I try to keep our problems within ourselves. I used to bring other people into our problems and that doesn't work. It only made matter extremely worse.

I feel bad when I nag. I feel bad that I've been such a mean, wretched wife. I love him. He can make me madder than anyone in this world, but he also can make me happier than anyone (besides our babies of course).

I feel very blessed to have this man as my husband.