Tonight's all about rants and raves.... I'm allowed!

I wrote what I had to write about Mya. It was a post from my heart, and this is going to be one too. I wish that people remembered her. I wish that people understood why I love her and miss her so much. I wish that people who I am close to in my life would remember that September 5th is a day that maybe you should call me, maybe you should see how I'm doing. Everybody calls for Jayden and Ella's birthday, but what about THIS DAY? This day I need a call, because every year it's just as hard. Every year my heart aches... every year, I feel like I can't talk to anybody who's close to me besides my husband, because it's a subject that has been forgotten. She has been forgotten. And that hurts.


Maybe it's not important to them, but it's important to ME, and that should be enough to call me.  I didn't receive 1 call from 1 person.  The only people that remembered were online friends... online friends that have been there for me through it all, have a sincere heart and know how I feel.  

I'm sorry, but I needed to get this out.... this is a day that is HARD on me, and why is it that it's a day that nobody remembers?  I don't want Mya to be forgotten.