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Garibay Soup: A New Car! With some anxiety

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

A New Car! With some anxiety

It's almost been a week since my last entry here. We've had a busy past few days and I actually have put the computer away for a while and only came on to quickly check my email. I must say... it felt good! Thursday we bought a second car. FINALLY! We actually have been getting by with one car for a long time now, and it's nice to finally have 2. Neither of us will feel stuck if the other is gone. This decision of course had to be made since Gino is going to have to now be to work @ 4am and Jayden has to be to school by 7:50am. So, we got a 2004 Jetta w/only 26k miles on it. It's a stick and I'm in love with it. It is, however, Gino's car. That thing isn't big enough for both of the kids.... but when I'm going somewhere by myself you bet your butt I drive that thing. I LOVE STICK SHIFT CARS!

I've developed a horrible case of anxiety these past few days. Almost to the point that it's scary. I get shortness in breath to where I can't take a deep breath. My heart feels like it's pounding and I just downright feel helpless. There have been many times in my life where I'd say "I have horrible anxiety." What was I thinking?? What I used to *think* was anxiety is nothing compared to what this feels like. The first thing that ran through my mind when I first felt this was 'OMG, I have what Ella has' I seriously thought I was about to have a heart attack. We were at Target, so we went over by the pharmacy where the blood pressure checker thing is and it said that my pulse was @ 103. Not terribly high, but it is high. I don't know what my deal is, but I don't like it. I might make an appointment to see a doctor, but from my understanding there really isn't much a doctor can do for you beside prescribe medication that I in turn might become dependent on. So, today I'm thinking about maybe finding a yoga class to join and see how that works for me. I just know that I do not like feeling like this.

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